Undergroundman's Personal Space

Introduction

Brief Bio

Hello I'm called Takuya , I was born in 1991 in Japan. I brought up with mal-funct family my mother was died from ALS whe I was about 9 or 10. After that my father force me to have better education and he told me 'study hard' every day. He believe that having better education is the only way that the family enjoys happiness. I couldn't find happiness from there. And he died with cancer when I was about 15. The only place I can hide from the reality is to play some PC game or surfing internet and I cannot concentrating on studying anything. I felt that I was sucker and lost self worthiness. In other word my interaction with PC was the last fortless of my life.

Memoirs on dawn of internet

The brought up with the advancement of the internet and I know the old web sites before the ramification of smartphones and SNSes. Indeed, technological development is amazing. However, our cultual is facing with decadance. In my youth in the dawn of internet I enjoyed the maze of personal webpages. Some wits create flash movies and it makes me curious "how do I make somehing like this?". These days people create content by themselves and they are not fully controled the centralized capitals or authorities. It was a mere connection with a pure client/server scheme and there was less intervention from the third person.

Today's digital hagemony spoils our qualitiy of life. The government are so curious to manage personal information. In Japan the bruecrats and politician forces the civilian to use piece of craps that the love to call it "digital transformation". As an utilitalian view, it uttely does not maximize the sum of happiness. It creates bullshit jobs and destroys our health care system.

How I see today's internet

I found that the I was happy before the age of Web3.0 and was rather convenient because there was less obstacles. Today's digitalized system is built within kafkasque world. I see there is walls and gates anywhere and I cannot reach to my desired destination. They say that it's the "digital transformation" and wasting our taxes. What a absurd thing! They think that centralization is the way to make 'their' word better using replacing 'their' to 'our' with poor rhetorics.

The movement of NeoCities or Gemini protocol is an omen that we discover a new way that provide us to a new form of joyness or happiness in the degital world. It's not possible to reverse the needle of clock, instead our reflection as a result of today's dystopic world enables us to 'reboot' utopic social system.

Recently I found that I need to write essays because I feel my brain is filled with thoughts. They are distract me from to conceive this very moment. It's dangerous to cast my thought into the todays's Web3 structures directly but writing them to paper is curmblesome. I knew that Gemini protocol and it's best place to write something because the people who use this set of cyber-space have philosophical thoughts and less offend intention unlike https sets.

Need to know

Learn the basic of writing with .gemtext format

I know that it resembles to markdown format and enjoy writing them with simple text editor. I found that it's not possible to make the text bold or hyperlink within the specific words in a paragraph. (it this true?). I regard this as audiences read the text without distraction. It's more simple version of markdown format. Although it requres me to get used to, it's suitable to write essays.

If I need to write some graphical articles on my exhibition, I should write it to my http web sites. For the purpose my daily blogs it's suitable to write in this space because I want to be more honest to my thought...

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