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Note: I think the saddest part of the "happy" poems in 2019 is the fact that you can tell that I know something's wrong. Like, I know that this isn't going to work out, and I think it's all my fault, but I just don't want to believe it.

sunny morning eyes,

i think ill take a nap beside you

sweet warm angel eyes,

i hope my message just might reach you

the end of time is here

i hope you spend the night within my arms

do you feel the same?

and do you feel some hope inside?

selfish desires break

not too sure what to say

afraid my heart will break

i know i'll be okay

safe and warm inside

this house we built for me and you

never go outside

it keeps the demons far away from you

if i could try again,

a genocide to wipe away the pain

will she believe in me?

or will she go off telling lies again?

give me your love to take

and every night, i"ll pray

afraid his heart will break

i know he'll be okay

a little red sigh

and little green cries

just tell me so i know

that we are still yellow

different but the same,

ill try my best to plant a seed for you

although im filled with shame,

you hold my hands and plant a seed for me

the memory of the day

the warmth and fear just takes my breath away

sealed up with a kiss

my beating heart, feel what it has to say

hope that you're still awake

hope im not in the way

afraid our hearts will break

i know we'll be okay

snow falls on my willow

its wings are still aglow

i leave you a memo

i love you more than you know

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