It is a Saturday, weekend, guys of my age go out to party, get wasted, have fun

and just enjoy their life. Why do I stay home and do nothing? Is it because

I am not being reasonable and forcing this upon myself or fear? I am punishing

myself for no valid reason, being inimical to my own life. I need to remind

myself that I wasted 6 years doing nothing. I guess I am doomed to suffer. I

cannot be helped. Nevermind, I shall work on Node.js this entire day. I will

waste this day too if I start thinking about the future significantly.

- katsuragi