Notes of a Tired Student

2021-10-12

I can't stand it here.

I'm spending every waking moment of my life right now worrying away about projects that are useless and amount to nothing more than, maybe, a brief mention on a resume.

A majority of the practical things I'm learning are things I could teach myself using free or cheap online resources.

I can't enjoy hobbies without the anxiety of "I should be working on something else".

I don't get excited any more about projects that I should find interesting.

I can't enjoy my job because of the time it takes away from homework and class projects.

I don't feel adequately prepared for a real full-time job despite everything and how long I've been here.

This is a game that I'm tired of playing.

And to think I was looking forward to being busy again after this summer. Ironic.

I need to get out of here.

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