< Glad I'm not better.

~walk

I got disappointed when I discovered that the good grades that I had in primary school are not useful for anything, and in middle-school I started to have bad grades. I understood everything, I was lazy, I didn't want to work for nothing as before.

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~aei wrote:

Yeah... really hurts to remember that the past however many years my parents and I kept pushing myself were not worth it considering people who did worse than me are studying with me or gove farther because they had good plans.

Still don't really know how to get over it, I've been trying to do a lot more in life, trying to talk with more people (being here) is my way of dealing with how the first 15-ish years of my life was just studying and dreaming of having a life like everyone else.