Stretched thin

Not to whinge too much on this space but, well, I'm just getting frustrated and continuing to feel burned out on basically everything.

I think part of the problem is that I don't ever get to sink into any single thing. Like I do a lot to try and organize myself, create space, be more efficient with my time but, well, it's been occurring to me lately how the situation I'm in just isn't tenable.

Doing grant writing, payroll, creating written resources for classes, scheduling people for work, taking meetings, traveling around town to teach, planning this makerspace, writing articles for a different job entirely. It's a lot. It's a lot and I'm not even making a living wage doing this.

I think, maybe, it's stupid that I'm even trying.

But what do I do next?