Hi, friends!

Yesterday and today we got out of school for the weather, and this has been a relief because I have been struggling to keep up with everything. Some of my assignments have even been delayed, so now I have plenty of time. But!!! I am so tired, I don't even have the energy to do the two remaining things on my list. Ugh. Well, I did finish this one assignment just now, so yay I guess.

Also, I feel like I'm eating like crap! I had a really good breakfast, but then for lunch I decided to have ramen. It was supposed to be a stir fry one, and it was really fancy and had 5 different flavor packets, but the sauces looked kind of bad and I was afraid to use the seasonings so I ended up just draining the noodles and having a bit of soy sauce. It was bland. I also cooked some tofu in the microwave with some soy sauce, but it was too salty and really gross. I feel depressed after eating food that isn't good, especially if I spent time or money on it.

Food has just been terrible lately. The other day, I got a chicken sandwich from Chick-fil-a, and after I had eaten almost all of the sandwich, I glanced at the inner bun and saw a big green spot of MOLD!!!! I want to cry every time I think of it. I am heavily suspicious of bread now, and I keep carefully inspecting every slice of bread before I even dare to eat it.

I think my mental health is going downhill again 😢

At least writing about it helps me some, even if nobody reads it.