Reset

Now im resetting my system. My body and my mind, keeping the spirit while saving all the data (the cognitive part) on external devices - like papers, notebooks, digital data on usb and other external drives. Im not going into fatal destruction. Its more like emptying the closet and cleaning the dust. This time it will be more thorough. I was working on this months ago, but now it seams this is a definitive refreshment, where i do know where i am going and what exactly i am doing.

Rutine

One is creating routine, that the physical part will benefit off. Like morning routine with workout, breakfast etc. Other part is doing some mental work, like studying some code, or writing some concepts for preparation for the work like theater piece or other creative work, presentation of already created art pieces...

Institution

I am still in a mental institution. But i use the benefits of it. There are things here that are valuable to me. Breakfast, lunch, dinner, Fresh towels, worm showers. Calm atmosphere and good vibes (the open unit is mixed - men and woman are in the same section. And i like the female vibe a lot).

Digital

Other thing is the digital ecosystem i intend to create. Like a park that will be tailored to my needs. Thats gonna be some kind of digital park that will resemble in some parts to a forest, some like traditional city park some parts will be more like a jungle full of traps and sensors. Somewhere in this ecosystem i will create my home. some safe place, a real TAZ (temporary

autonomous zone)

Real

All this efforts will be supportive material to my next steps in the IRL my real life situation. I am kind starting my life new. With some goodies in my back-pack. But also some burden - stuff i have to resolve (past relations with certain people, pay some debts i created with my past actions...)

Being free

While i have the release date, the time when i can leave the mental institution there is the fact that later i have to find and enter some other institution, like company where i can work and make some money, for living this IRL and be independent. But the real resolution to this problem will emerge after several months (i still can live on my hidden funds from the last bull-run for several months, maybe a year). so lets see. I have also a feeling the new bull-run is emerging. So doing it all and not getting entangled into some story i do not fit in; is the objective.