why do you love to shock so much what is it that youre lacking that makes you like this she said i was smart because i saw your actions and i said no no i just have experience with your type far too much experience

i didnt notice you were older than me i didnt notice you were taller than me

it *scares* me how it feels so natural to want to start touching you casually. when did i stop not wanting to be that person????????????????????????? this isnt who i am ! i dont touch like that i hate how ive started mirroring you out of jealousy! what freedom do i perceive in you and your broken type that makes me want to fix you so bad that makes me want to get dragged down too?????????????

how come everyone else knew and not me?