05162024. good morning flounder

the man who was standing at attention waiting for me to put out today's new york times lol

my scalp is itchy

S and i saw the beast last night with one other person in the theater, who did not freak out at all, whereas S and i were freaking out

léa seydoux has mastered the soft intense gaze of love

tomorrow will mark one week since i last had any contact with [] which has not been the easiest task as his coworker but still easier than i thought it would be. bye bye bye

healing text from [<3] about it

>i felt such passive aggression being put out by his behavior but also it didn't even feel like he was aware of that or maybe it's more that he doesn't seem to care—which made his performance even more fucking weird and almost shocking? like it self awareness possible (as the song seemed to want to claim) or is he just playacting literally everything the whole time? it's so gross, the total opposite of accountability and honoring being in relation to/with others

05152024. good morning flounder

forgot deodorant but i found some

05142024. feeling better (second day in a row) but not great. seeing the beast tomorrow with S <3

M spent the weekend here love her so much

received a random ping from [spring 2023 ex] moments ago. haunting. gonna read my old flounders about him

aww damn i deleted them

05082024. grrrrrrRrrrrrrrrrrrrr.......

05072024. hey flounder

at work just mainlining my twitter feed

we had a meeting today. someone made a mistake and we were told to be careful about making that mistake again. but it is not clear who made the mistake and whether or not the mistake maker has even been specifically notified, so it could be any of us. i think it was me

floundering standing up because my hips are feeling weak from my eternal sit

distantly worried that [event] this week will not be well attended because registration is still low but we could always be surprised by walk-ins and if we aren't well then i guess it will be a short night the end

05062024. good morning flounder

i have the scoop and the scoop is that [] and i's friendship as we know it is over, because he has handled [ongoing situation that idk how to explain anymore] with continued dishonesty, and uses his new christianity feelings to shut down conversations by saying stuff like "it's all love on my end" "you can lead a horse to water..." (<-- he actually couldn't remember the whole saying)

05052024. hey flounder

feeling a little better

05042024. hey flounder

feeling pretty bad

05012024. hey flounder

going to a work thing that i don't have the energy for but am letting the momentum of the plans carry me

from my may cancer alice sparkly kat horoscope

>You never really owe anyone anything. That’s not quite the right language. You owe the world everything because you are part of the world. The world is where you find your everything, your home, your people, and your food. The world around you is always inviting you to do things. Try to see if you can hear any of those invitations.

>Questions for Cancer for May 2024:

>Where do you need forgiveness the most?

>What do you take from the world?

>What is your responsibility to tend?