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I know, it's been too long since I made a post on this microblog. I won't say I'm not at fault but there were a few reasons why I stopped posting.
First, I have become increasingly disenchanted with using Markdown (and its various incompatible dialects) as my primary mode of documentation. I know the treesitter parser I was using in neovim at the time has probably been improved now but for better or worse, I'm no longer interested in writing Markdown. This makes the theme this microblog uses, kangae, an abandoned project which will not be developed anymore.
Second, I became interested in the idea of moving my (infrequent) microblog posts to the Fediverse and I started interacting with people on it. However, I noticed that my replies often get ignored by some people. I'm not sure what's wrong and I no longer care to ask. I'm not the kind of person who would troll others or talk in bad faith. I realized that writing posts on my own website, something which I own, is still important and sometimes better, even if no one reads it. This is one of the reasons I started posting (infrequently) on my gemini website. I plan to make both HTTP and gemini versions of my website in the near future.
Third, I have been working on some personal workflow optimizations which aren't worth talking about unless they're finished but many of them aren't. For example, after successfully building my ZFS NAS on my desktop, I decided to organize my music library containing mostly FLACs using the software beets. However, using beets turned out to be an infuriating experience to the point that I started questioning myself about what the hell I've been doing since the past 5 years. Why can't I fix obvious flaws and issues when I encounter them in projects, flaws that other people seemingly don't give a shit about? Why do these flaws become showstoppers and productivity killers? Why can't I simply go into full NIH mode and make something of my own rather than expecting others to do something for me?
I've decided that I've had enough of becoming frustrated whenever I encounter these roadblocks. I've started teaching myself how to write code and I've begun with the book Simply Scheme by Brian Harvey and Matthew Wright. I'll follow it up with Structure and Interpretation of Computer Programs. I know, it'll take some time for me to become competent enough but I'm patient and can put stuff on hold until I can do it right. And I won't quit this time.
Thank you beets, for making me frustrated enough to question myself and for making me go down this path.
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