yet another saturday has come and gone and i walked around, looked pretty, and had no friends to spend it with.

o.f. and i are separated, if you may, until we speak again. v.s. is wonderful and i think i am the wrong person for her. c.s. is wonderful but busy.

so i walked.

around 7, a girl on a dating app started messaging me, and from her fire escape she descended down to the windy street to walk with me to the piers. her name was georgia, from texas, and she is into video game design. she was unsure of herself, and i got the sense that she knew i wasn't interested in her, which was true. the entire experience felt contrived, and forty-five minutes after our walk began, it concluded, not to be taken up again.

i felt very alone.