for the Future

Life has been odd recently. I've been doing well, so well in fact that I might finally see something I can do with my life. Getting a certificate in gemology and working at either a lab or a museum would be amazing. I would actually enjoy doing those things rather than the job I currently have.

On the other hand I can't help but feel like it's all just a product of me being overly excided. My mind keeps handing me a variety of nightmares, many of which are themed around old friends who left us in the past which is odd because before I wasn't having any nightmares about that at all.

The goal right now is to keep making progress forward, even if it's just a little bit at a time. Maybe I'm hopeful to a fault but I have to be at this point. If I don't hold onto that then I might lose sight of everything else.

Maybe all this is a sign that I need to lay off the overly hopeful anime and video games but also you can pry them from my cold dead hands.

Basically what I'm saying is "Watch Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood right now!!" or something along those lines.